Thank you all
I must say that I need
to t
h a n k everyone,
Everyone that has been there for me,
In the
ups
and the
downs,
When shedding t-e-a-r-s
and when sharing smiles.
I might frown a lot,
{And hide the real me inside,}
But in reality I just l
o v e you all,
Everyone that is important to me.
My friends, my relatives,
That stranger that smiled at me
when crossing the street,
Everyone that has made some
i m p a c t in my life,
Whether it was big or it was small,
Because it means a lot to me.
I know that I might have a lot of mood s h i f t s,
But that’s just the real
me appearing from time to time,
To give you a small peek of what really is inside of me.
Thanks for being
there with me,
Thanks for being there FOR me,
I deeply appreciate it and thank you all
Because you save me from what’s bad.
I have many things to say thank you for,
But I’d have to thank you for reading this as well,
{Especially since it’s really long, sorry about that}
But the last thing that I want to thank you for,
Is for helping me become strong.
Because if it weren’t for you all, I would be broken.
But I’m fine
and
happy,
safe
and sound.
Thank you all for that.
I'm a dreamer,
ReplyDeleteMy fantasies don't become reality.
I just hide myself from the world,
to not be disappointed by the sight
of all my dreams shattering down.
To not see,
what really happens.
I'm a dreamer,
I hide from reality.
I just don't know what to do,
nothing ever goes my way.
All I can do is dream,
Hope, wish,
for a better today,
yet it still disappoints me.
The dream doesn't become true.
And just a dreamer I stay,
without the world to see,
what I truly want
or know
what I truly think.
Dreams
won't
ever
be
true.
Just dreams they stay,
Inside my head.
Darkness, I can't see anything,
ReplyDeletepain, is all I feel.
I try to run but I feel my legs numb.
I try to scream to find my voice gone.
I try to move my arms, but they don't respond.
Where am I
Why I'm here
what have I done?
Have I died?
Am I gone?
I thought I would end up in a happy place
after all the suffering i've been through
I don't believe in heaven but now it sounds nice.
Compared to this hell i'm living.
But then there's a light in the room,
a person, a boy
I don't know who he is but i know he is you
i don't know why I feel i know you.
I want to know you better
I feel close to you
I feel your pain and you feel mine
we are together in this, says this voice
I notice it belongs to the boy
it belongs to you.
My dark Angel
My guardian angel.
My salvation from this hell.
My twin, my brother,
the one who knows me better than myself,
the one I know like the back of my hand
my best friend.
I see you there by the swings,
ReplyDeleteyour hair flowing as you go high,
your eyes sparkling because of the light.
I can't believe you don't think you're beautiful.
My only angel, my twin soul,
the one and only that I'll belong to.
I condemn my soul to you and please take care
of this silly person that has lost her way.
Say you'll fix me, say you'll forget,
about all of the things I might have said
that have made you hurt.
Because believe me angel, believe me love,
you're the only one, the one sent from up above.
Without you, I'd be lost,
without you, I would be even more broken.
And without you, I wouldn't be the same,
I doubt I'd even be alive.
fix me angel, fix me love,
believe in my words because I believe in yours.
Believe in our promise of eternal love,
a happy ending for our broken road,
where we will finally get the rest that we've waited for for so long.
Smile angel, smile love.
Because your smile fixes everything and cures the wrong
the wrong in any heart, in any soul
and makes the world better with your bright soul.